Post by cereal on May 26, 2023 17:09:53 GMT -6
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🅹🆄🅽🅴/̸̪͖͕̤͕͇̜̜͛̌̆̓͊.̵̧̛̫̮͎̖͎̭͒̉͐͆̂͑̏̎̚ͅ.̴̢̛̫̹̞̥͊͗̄͌̏̓́̚͜͠?̶̘̼̯̲̼͈̾́͑́̌͒̓̿̈́̂͜?̸͈̠͇̽͒̾̀͛̀͌͘͜,̵̭̝̝̖̬̩͖͊̆ ̶̣̳͓̬͂̔̋̃͛̓̕2̵̡̯͍̈̈́́͒1̴̩̞͐2̸̙͝3̵̢̙̬̣̀̌̄̌͝ ̴̠͖̈̀̀-̸̢̞͖̜͇̦̝̦̓̀̔̿́̏̾ ̶̢̺̝̻̗͎͚̀̚ͅ?̵̡̡̺̜̯̜̮͈͗̒̈̈̃̉̓̕.̷̡̯̟̏̈̎͗͠ͅ?̶̡͔̣̟̳͓̯̪̋̀͋̾́̎͠/̵̝͙̖̗͂̀̂̐̉̃͂̚͜?̵͓̭̫̫̝́̐̅̄̓̕.̷̬̰͚͐̌̂̿̽̾/̶̢̪͖͚͚̞̒̈̎ͅ/̵̗͖̭̼̪͐͆͛͒̀͛͛͆̉̕?̵̨̹͔̹͈͕͚̮̭̇͂̓̉̎͒̔͘ 誤差:欠落
ᴵ ᵂᴼᵁᴸᴰ ᴳᴵⱽᴱ ᵀᴴᴱ ᵂᴼᴿᴸᴰ ᵀᴼ ʸᴼᵁ, ᴵᶠ ᴼᴺᴸʸ ʸᴼᵁ ᵂᴼᵁᴸᴰ ᵀᴬᴷᴱ ᴵᵀ ᶠᴿᴼᴹ ᴹᴱ.
ᴵ'ᴹ ᵂᴬᵀᶜᴴᴵᴺᴳ ʸᴼᵁ ᴮᵁᴿᴺ, ᴬᴺᴰ ʸᴼᵁ ᵂᴼᴺ'ᵀ ᴸᴱᵀ ᴹᴱ ᶜᴴᴬᴺᴳᴱ ᴬ ᵀᴴᴵᴺᴳ.
ᴵ ᴴᴬᵀᴱ ʸᴼᵁ.
ᴵ ᴸᴼⱽᴱ ʸᴼᵁ.
You're a good man, Vass. I know you'll never hear it when I'm talking to myself like this, but... Even though you're a little slow on some of the social stuff, you're still a good man all the same. Out of all the people I know out here, I knew I could trust you in the end. Either because... you're an old soldier, so I know you've already bled into the camaraderie that I'm looking for, or... it's just something about you. You're easy to read in that regard, and you wear your heart on your sleeve sometimes.
Never have you made a choice where I've questioned your intentions. You only seek to surround yourself with good people, even if some of them turn out to be rotten apples in the end. Out of everyone here, you're probably the sanest out of all of us, and I cherish that.
Don't let this city get the best of you, Vass. You're better than that.
Where do I start with you, Siggy?
You're... an inbred uncle. Maybe a distant, demented cousin. I love you buddy, but.. I don't know. A part of me trusts a whole lot of you, but a part of me questions why you keep some folks around in your life. A part of me understands that... you've just built a bond with some, and you're not the kind to let that go. Loyal to a fault, but even that's an oxymoron, given... it's a reason why I can't trust you sometimes.
I guess a better way of describing you is like... a hound. You're loyal to everyone who treated you right, and.. they all love you, but.. you're really easy to manipulate in that way.
Don't worry, Sig'. I don't plan on throwing you under the bus. I just don't know when you'll stop taking my side. Especially with that desperate dog running around in your life.
I just pray you'll do the right thing if anything bad ever happens again. If all that nonsense is truly in the past, then... I look forward to drinking with you again, 'choom.'
ᴵ'ᴹ ᴺᴼᵀ ˢᴼᴹᴱ ᴼᴮᴶᴱᶜᵀ ᶠᴼᴿ ˢᴼᴹᴱᴼᴺᴱ ᴱᴸˢᴱ'ˢ ˢᴬᵀᴵˢᶠᴬᶜᵀᴵᴼᴺ
ʸᴼᵁ'ᴿᴱ ˢᴱᴸᶠᴵˢᴴ ᴬᴺᴰ ᴺᴼ ᴰᴵᶠᶠᴱᴿᴱᴺᵀ ᶠᴿᴼᴹ ᵀᴬᴿᴬ
ᶠᵁᶜᴷ ʸᴼᵁ.
I don't blame her for how all the animosity started. Firehawk's hard to read. She's very affectionate - and in this touched-starved day and age, I can see how you misread all of that in the beginning. It's her fault for not cutting it clear with you.
... but that's not what my problem is with you. You don't compare anywhere near to me anyway.
Deep down, you're destructive. Abusive. You directly hurt those closest to you with your selfish desires. And you don't even realize it.
Like a parasite latching onto the good of others, just to thrive.
God forbid I killed you then. Maybe it's for the best that I didn't. I hope that in your last moments of solace, you find peace with what you've done, and how you've lived your life. Maybe you'll see the light one day, and understand that all you've done is cause harm to good people. It'll crush your soul just before it's all over, but maybe you'll find some redemption in the end.
